Breaking the Habit

[Kill You]

Bet you all thought it was about the Linkin Park song.

No, it's actually literally. Today is a pretty important day for me. Many of you don't know this, actually none of you don't know this because I've never shared it, but for almost 2 years I've been smoking that spice shit VERY HEAVILY. It's like crack. Literally. You smoke it more and more and it gets less and less amazing as you keep smoking. You eventually don't even get high from it, but a light buzz just to get your fix for the day. It's terrible. Now, I know what you're thinking...."how do you get addicted to that shit? Isn't it supposed to get you really really high?"

It's pretty easy to get addicted. Yeah, you get really really high but as I said before, your tolerance eventually raises up higher than a skyscraper and eventually you're smoking it not to get high, but to FEEL BETTER. To be HAPPY. And whenever you're not on the shit you're depressed. It's frightening and sickening. Shameful, even. No wonder why I didn't wanna share with you all, especially since I respect you all and your opinions of me.

So, finally, why is today so important? Well, as you probably already guessed...I'm quitting the shit. Or at least, slowing down GREATLY. Because it's something you can't keep doing. It drains your money. At first it's cheaper than weed but eventually you find yourself spending 100 bucks every other day to get high. Not healthy. I don't believe I can go STRAIGHT UP cold turkey right now because you do get withdrawls when you're not smoking it. But it is time to grow up and move on from the shit. It's really dumb, just smoking the shit and NOT EVEN GETTING HIGH. There's absolutely nothing wrong with getting high, it's for recreation and relaxation. But there is something wrong when you feel like you NEED to get high.

For anyone who cares. Idk, it's just something I'm proud of. When you make the conscience decision to better yourself and stop something that's harming you. I'm of course gonna keep smoking weed, there's nothing wrong with weed. There's something wrong with spice though. If it ain't green, it ain't clean. Remember that everyone.

[DƎRDYPK]

Congrats, didn't read it all but I know what Spice does...to me atleast >.> <.<

[Trimss]

What's spice?

[Kill You]

What's spice?

In all honesty, it's synthetic marijuana. Technically it's herbal incense, you're not technically supposed to smoke the shit because it's not used for it. But it gets you VERY high, like an extreme marijuana high at first. But in reality it's closer to crack. For the reasons I explain in the OP lol.

[PAINKILLƎR]

Good for you m8, shake off that funk and move on.

[Just Silver]

I've done spice it barely got me high besides the first time lol

Definitely stop that shit

[Kill You]

I've done spice it barely got me high besides the first time lol

Definitely stop that shit

Which kind did you try?

At first, before I became heavy with the shit, I was smoking this shit called Caution. It was great. But they put a ban on it and I see why. I nearly passed out in my car one time from being so high from the shit lol. Nearly got in a wreck too because I started to daydream lmao.

Don't do this shit and drive, please. It's not like weed for many people. On weed you can be high and drive but on this shit, at first, it's very smart not to drive.

[Just Silver]

It was scooby snax i had the super Kush or some shit it was decent that was my first

[Kill You]

Oh, Scooby Snax fucking sucks lmao. Maybe it was because I was already kinda hardcore into the shit when I tried it but even my friends who didn't smoke as much as me said it wasn't that great. Next time, if there is a next time, you should try Jamaican Haze, it was a lesser version of the Caution which still got you pretty stoned.

If you guys try this shit, be warned from someone who was addicted for a very long time...do NOT let yourselves get addicted to it. Sure, smoke it every once and a while like I'm gonna do to relieve the stress but don't do what I did, smoking the shit every day. Because at first you got SO much of it and SO little of it gets you high so you feel like you can just smoke the shit all day. THAT'S how you become addicted ladies and gentlemen. Don't do that. For your sakes.

@bigray: FUCK YES I miss that buzz lmao. I look forward to getting it again when this shit gets out of my system. My receptors were all fucked because of the spice. I'll probably cough like a fucking weed virgin when I start it back up lmao.

[Just Silver]

Spice is legal synthetic weed sold as an "incense" lol it's so obvious

They say not for human consumption and then they try to cover their asses with research chemicals

They come in different sizes usually I'd get 4 g i forget how much but they start at 20$ again so obvious lol

[Kill You]

Lol I know. I don't know of a single person who actually uses that shit as incense lmao. It even LOOKS like weed. At least most of it does.

[Just Silver]

It doesn't even give directions of how to use it lmao

I think they finally banned salvia here i wanted to try it once

[Kill You]

I LOVE bongs holy shit. And smoking spice out of bongs was like grade-A fuck-with-your-head-ery.

[Just Silver]

And that's legal but not weed? Lol wtf

I'm still Curious tbh

[Kill You]

And that's legal but not weed? Lol wtf

I'm still Curious tbh

LMAO I know right? Shit that can kill you or make you do stupid shit is legal but WEED isn't? There's something really wrong with this picture. It makes NO fucking sense, anyone with rational thought can see the hypocrisy.