To watch the person you love, love someone else..
Really the shit is just heartbreaking and destroying. Takes all of your esteem away, knowing that you could be so open with someone and just love someone so much endlessly, like you really meant to do.. And then, after the break up.. And because of no one's fault but your own, watch her later be with someone else and love them.
Fuck man... Not trying to be a Hopsinshadie here or nothing.. And I probably came to the worst place ever to vent about heartbreak, but damn man. I need to.
I guess its just life.. I'll find someone else..