I mean, I grew up well. Wasn't from a wealthy family. My studies was good. I was constantly the best class from Grade School to High School and I have a diploma.
And then I now have a job that I hate so much. Is it a normal thing for humans to hold a job they hate just to earn money and then work until retirement? And then die without fulfilling ambitions, passions, etc?
I feel so depressed whenever I wake up at 530am in the morning to go to work. I feel like I don't have purpose in life except earning this pathetic amount of money monthly and be sad about the stupid job.
Is it really a normal thing? Am I leading a normal life? Social stigma isn't it? I take the train to work. All I see are sleepy people and I think they're sad.