Is it really a normal thing?

[gutawafang]

I'm glad to have opinions and you guys sharing your own life experiences with me. The reason I constantly make this thread isn't because I negatively want to seek attention. I just need to understand what should normally be done and if I'm actually leading life the normal way. I think that my views in life are way different than any average person and people here are right when they say I over-think a lot. I tend to always think about the most extreme cases and complicate it when actually it's actually so simple.

7 years of depression without official therapy or counseling probably made me like this. I always refuse to seek help. I think I shouldn't pay "professional" strangers to actually simply talk to me about my wrong moves in life and tell me the exact same things you guys are telling me right now.

I don't have anyone to talk to. They either tell me to die jokingly or laugh at me for being such a noob. I lost the only person I could talk to just like that. Without a fucking trace. I can't find anyone else that could actually listen to me and eventually make me smile for the entire day.

She's gone forever. I don't understand.

[slims]

get some therapy, they'll be more patient and understanding than a hip hop forum. if you just want a forum though, this one is ok
http://www.psychforums.com/forum.html
getting new friends may work too.