feelings of suicide

[Excita]

Share your music on Cashisonline and you will probably get signed to Bogish Brand Entertainment

[Just Silver]

That'd be awesome

[Excita]

Yes pls

Silver would get to hear some exclusive Eminem tracks, leak them here and become the hero of TR and finally become a vet

[Just Silver]

Thank you guy I just gotta keep trying in the meantime

[MistaVijilantee]

IF I was in your position I'd sell the drugs and move in with a friend or your parents until you 'get on your feet'.
Do you have any family or friends you can talk to about this stuff - not just internet m8's - while you wait to see a therapist?

[Atone]

1st of all anybody talking shit in this thread can fuck off

Silver, i get those same feelings every few weeks, i'm not going to say it gets better, or that you just gotta keep a positive mindset, i'm going to be very honest, depression sucks, but for real if your thoughts are that bad, seek help, speak to your parents, friends, anybody that can help you.

for me, i get thru those thoughts by writing, put your thoughts on paper, to music, poetry, write a story, anything, thats what usually helps me,

[Just Silver]

I'm going to call my doctor first thing tomorrow morning

[Mr Evil]

I'm going to call my doctor first thing tomorrow morning

Call him/her just now

[Mr Evil]

True true, my bad

[Atone]

1st of all anybody talking shit in this thread can fuck off

Well fuck you to then, you're the biggest shit talker on this site.

Not when it comes to this type of shit man

[HeySamantha]

Silver, you have been saying the same shit for years. People on here have tried to help you countless times. You know what you have to do... so start doing it. You need to take any job you can get your hands on, in the mean time. Just because you get hired somewhere doesn't mean you have to work there all your life. Just get something, and then keep looking and applying for better. Look for cashier jobs, fast food places.. those are always hiring. You will get something, but it's not going to come knocking on your door.

[Devil'sAdvocate]

occupy your time with something.

[HeySamantha]

occupy your time with something.

Yeah. A job.

[Mr Evil]

Even if it's a job your not entirely satisfied with...it still gets you put of the house and earns you some good ol' cash. Better than sitting about sulking the day away.

[Devil'sAdvocate]

GET FAT SILVER, i am serious, sit around, read a fucking book, buy an entire cake and some grape soda and eat it gradually... or occupy your mind! think about something, go take a fucking college course... get a job where you can occupy your mind which is now constantly thinking about drugs