fuckin' hate it i wanna fuckin' die now wanna fuck DIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! fuck!! i ruined everything I FUCKIN" RUINED EVERYTHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FUCKIN" WANNA DIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
oh god nobody cares i know i wanna kill myself!
this time i will attempt suicide i don't deserve to live i deserve to die thats what all of you want for me to die!