Hey Sinemm and everybody else i'm gonna stop this..

by **Flamez** » Mar 11th, '07, 22:30

i'm gonna shut up now.. i know i fucked it up over 1 million times you gave me one last chance..and wat i do go nuts on a forum this is not right..if you don't wanna talk to me then don't alright..i'm just being stupid do what u want just hope one day we can talk again...i'm gonna go see a doctor or something and see if have an illness and i feel so lonely i know i ask for attention..and this is just the internet with a bunch of ppl that i don't know..i know you blocked me cuz of how inmature i was acting thats the only reason i did all this on this forum..i know i shouldn't of done it i'm sorry everyone..i deserve this i'm thinki'n about leaving for a couple of days and get my head on straight cuz right now i'm fucked up i feel like and everyone is right nobody cares i just am so inmature and so childish even though people tell me to stop i continue thats my bad on my part..but yea i'm gonna leave for at least 1 week from the computer not gonna be on msn or here on tr i'm wanna get my head on straight and get back to normal i should go see a psychiatrist as well maybe i have a mental problem that i don't know about or i'm just stupid for how i'm acting on a forum that really is just for discussion...

but i'm really sorry..what happend happend and i can't change that but i will change, i'm gonna seek help aswell and prolly get anger management classes..i know i'm a crybaby i admit that, i admit that i'm too jealous aswell, i'm gonna stop that now cuz..its pathetic on my part i'm 17 yrs old i should be thinking about college and more important things than being a jerk here on this forum...your all right and well gotta move forward now but one this i promise is that i'm gonna seek help..

sinemm i know i have some serious problems i'm gonna fix and i hope that we can talk again..if you don't wanna then thats ok..

but thats all i wanted to say..

by **Lil Pimp Tell 'Em** » Mar 11th, '07, 22:34

*waits for asp

by **AspirinE** » Mar 11th, '07, 22:42

by **Shadyluva** » Mar 11th, '07, 22:44

ok...ii cant beliieve ur qonna qo see a doctor bcuz sum ppl over the iinternet told u, u were crazy :confusion:

by **Flamez** » Mar 11th, '07, 22:48

i know i am crazy but i don't know if i'll really go see a doctor..i just wanna change and get love back..i don't like being lonely and getting hated..thats why i'm gonna leave for a couple days, this is just not me..

by **Shadyluva** » Mar 11th, '07, 22:51

Flamez wrote:i know i am crazy but i don't know if i'll really go see a doctor..i just wanna change and get love back..i don't like being lonely and getting hated..thats why i'm gonna leave for a couple days, this is just not me..

ok...ur qettiinq hate over the iinternet....do u have a liife outsiide the iinternet??

u take everythiinq 2 seriiously

by **Flamez** » Mar 11th, '07, 22:53

i do but i get hated aswell by some..and i know thats one big problem i have that i take everything so seriously but i didn't get hated this much till this year where everything just went down the drain..