Don't know if the lyrics makes any sense, but I think it sounds deep, lol.
Don't have a chorus yet, need to smoke more to get one that fits.
(Verse 1)
feels like I've just been sentenced to jail
if God's our father why'd he sent us to hell
and it's almost like God meant us to fail
loneliness is another scent to the smell
catchphrases are like scorching flames
I look for shelter under tortured saints
captivate the role that caution plays
I'll stay in the shadows, fortune frays
the other sad me, I'm the perfect clone
pitch black internally the surface shows
I'm trying to hide what hurts the most
I'm darkness inside every persons soul
my body fades away, my soul survives
I still can see, when I close my eyes
it's airless outside but it blows inside
I'm really not happy, just chose to lie
(Verse 2)
I'm a plastic man, with fantastic plans
finalize them before the casket slams
curse at the past where the bastard stands
grasp for anything with blasted hands
heart's slowing down, line disappears
demons speaking, inside of my ears
tell me I'm too weak to be fighting my fears
try to stay strong despite of my tears
state of depression feeling deprived
and music is what's healing inside
and everything that I'm hearing is lies
everywhere I stray I'm clearly denied
hill to happiness is steep and slippery
you wouldn't want to be the bitter me
I'm trapped like this I'm me for infinity
not my friend when I leave you better be
(Outro)
please God help me, I breathe you
please God help me, I need you
please God help me, I bleed you
please God help me, are we through?
please God help me, I breathe you
please God help me, I need you
please God help me, I bleed you
please God help me, are we through?
