I haven't dropped shit..Felt like writing this:
[Hook x2]
Backstabbed, harassed, beaten and never asked,
More stuff taken of mine than I actually ever had,
A wandering soul doomed to eternal misery,
Well misery loves company so I'm taking you with me.
[Verse]
Being swallowed by a black hole I can always scream,
But no one can hear me, it's like a surreal dream,
I've been trapped before, and I'll be trapped again,
The times I don't speak up is when I lack a pen,
Contemplate my waste of existance as I lay,
To me it matters that my matter will just pass away,
I've been asked to pay with only empty pockets,
Got a dollar one day then was harassed to drop it,
In Summer vacation I'm forced to visit my father,
Going to his funeral, no I wouldn't even bother,
I get angry, I'm not trying to act like I have it hard,
But I'm just wondering why is my life so damn scarred,
I act calm, my personal walls have been abolished,
But acting ain't enough, I need personal solace,
Past is charred, so I focus upon what lies ahead,
Will I ever get famous or lie in an alleyway dead.
[Hook x2]
Backstabbed, harassed, beaten and never asked,
More stuff taken of mine than I actually ever had,
A wandering soul doomed to eternal misery,
Well misery loves company so I'm taking you with me.
3rd Edit: Posted final piece, will be my next recorded (for improvement on flow and delivery; audio practice).