Two Loves , True love?

[dadragonfool]

that kid named Drew, deeply he's in pain
still he lives through, people think he's insane
puff fog like clouds of mary jane, it helps to ease his pain
looks up and prays to god, my relationship, please maintain
let my baby love me much and not deceive me
dont forget, crazy how i love her, babe please dont leave me
if she leaves me again, my life might see a end
cus on her i truly depend, my only close friend
i only feel happy with two kinds of buzz from two kinds of love
the love from smoking bud, and my girl , whos like my world
but sometimes it seems shes not happy with me
and sometimes, i just dont have a sack of weed
both bad situations, life hating, cus sometimes ,its both kinds
in that case, i find it a strive just to survive myself
scared ill end up in that place, if i find i took my health
my lifes not just another book on the shelf
its the one un bought and rotten at the bottom
with no sales, these are no tales
autobiography, shit, why am i the way i got to be
sometimes i just cant stand to be awake in my head
so i take a handfull of meds, and get in my bed
and some of those times, i half expect my death
and some of those kind of times, i feel imunity
cus not shit they do to me
i somehow stay awake, conscious state cant vacate
depression is embracing with these thoughts im facing
im way past expiration time for a vacation
just to get away, and forget the way
my minds always thinking, feel its time for some drinking
but deny myself, cus that wont help, hell
dont wanna get drunk and violent
and leave any punks bruised and crying
hear them sad songs like violins
dont wanna punch walls, cut myself wake up and vommit
all i want is my girl to love me, and a fat sack of chronic

my two loves, my two loves
i love my chick, i hope we do fuck, do fuck
hope we do kiss, whatch these two hug, two hug
my two loves, two loves
i smoke weed, dont do drugs, do drugs
out of these, two loves, two loves
which is my true love, true love

im so fucked up, i dont know whats going on
my lifes so fucked up, i dont know whats going wrong
all i want is assurance me and my girl keep going strong
till i find that out, i still keep blowing some bomb
get so high i cant stand straight
if she leaves my heart will need a bandaid
more then that ill need open heart surgory
cus thats the type of pain that'll feel a dark eternity
will we last , or will "us" just be the past
and let the pain rain down in the overcast
will i be happy one day as just a sober ass?
will the weed make me so paranoid one day, it fucks me over?
will we grow happy together, or will our love be over?
will one day a sun ray shine down on the body of a dead dumb meh? on a sunday? maybe a monday?
shit baby i dont even know what day it is
confused my soul abused, thats the way it is
if i ever do record it, play this shiz
and please listen, get in my mind and explore it
dont just ignore it, take it to heart
will it ever be time to shine, and break it thru the dark?
till then, get my bowl full try and light it
and ignite it, try and cure my life, and make me like it



two loves, two loves
whats my true love, true love
i wanna find out, tell me how , now or ill grab a knife and do wut? do wut?
not refrain to cut open my brain
and find what i really, do love, do love

so much now i have discussed
make soft hearted say wow, in disgust
fuck the haters, let the relaters who feel ,this rust
those who dont know how to trust a girl, with trust ,with trust
those who deal with stress n depression , with kush, with kust
all about hash, labled a outcast
no where as fresh and clean as outkast
not about cash, thoughs infested feeling tested
wondering how long your final bout last
feeling your lifes equivelant to livin in prison
the smoking starts , when you start to see broken hearts in your vision
wishin you could go back to being a kid
blood and hate, naw just saw cartoons and floaters
used to be happy when you heard car vrooms
or content with night watchin the stars bloom
but fuck it, when i die, bury me in a large tomb
im scared by the time i decide to rhyme this, she be far gone
out of my life again
ill be suicidal wanna get outta life again
all obsessed bout a knife again
wanting to slice the end
talking to the blade, raw king of the hate
take my life my friend
mr.shiney, dont tease please ,dont make fright my trend

[emzee-frenzy]

aight man i liked it, you really meant what you said and it's kinda straight like "i want my girl and a bud", yeah who doesn'T? anyways the chorus sounded a bit off i don't know, but the rest of the song was real good keep droppin'

[gutawafang]

not bad. keep dropping man. look forward to a better verse. you gots potential.