...this helps me cope. Heres a pic of her.
Verse 1
Bre on a all bright pedistal,
My head is full,
Of thoughts of her,
So I write and now my lead is dull,
If my heart has a song then she sings mine,
Everyday she brings a line,
And when its winter, she's my springtime,
Her eyes are what get me,
The shade of blue, that made me do,
Something I never do, I prayed for you,
Not prayed like you were down and needed prayer,
Like my heart was full, cause Bre was there,
And around you a beat is rare,
So was my breath, short and quick,
Like a clock, with the sort of tick,
That couldn't afford a tick,
Cause time is precious,
with her each second better than the last,
Like rainy clouds, eventually the weather will pass,
Verse 2
Second verse is more worse than better,
I'm askin God why didn't I send that first damn letter,
Knowing she's with someone else, makes me start to weep,
Then when I'm around her,
Up again starts my heart beat,
Even her imperfections are perfect,
My words get,
jumbled and still nothings occured yet,
And even if I have to stair at her profile,
Even if its a thousand jokes,
All I want is a slow smile,
But its like my cars running on fumes,
And I still have to go a mile,
Your name is on my heart, never fading like a tattoo,
Never will leave, like a permanent statue,
Sometimes I look in her eyes,
Shook and surprised,
That she would even look back,
Verse 3
I know these words hurt,
But I also know, I don't deserve her,
Thinking of her, today will be my last day,
All my memories of her past away,
Even though in my mind, they asked to stay,
When I met her,
my heart was full and new,
Not its been trampled,
like the soul of a shoe,
I feel desolate, lost without a cause,
Alone, all I think about are my flaws,
I look deep into your eyes,
And my inner core cries,
While her strong spirit soars in skies,
I'm stuck trying to fly, but I only crash,
I was a burning candle, but now I'm lonely ash,
But for now I guess we'll just remain friends,
I guess I'll just ignore, the hints my brain sends,
