Try my hardest in everything I do, so receptive,
Lookin at the man in the mirror, reflective,
Allowing myself to get better, accept it,
If I had one wish, I wish I didnt have to sleep,
If I had a second, Id wish I wouldnt have to eat,
Grinding so hard that Im hurting my feet,
Taking orders from my boss like im at a light in the street,
But all I ever really do see is green,
Whether its the smoke or the cash that is seen,
Sometimes I see red, when theres blood at the scene,
Never see yellow, slow down for the genes,
Blood starts to thicken, pulse starts to quicken,
Fists get to clenchin as my mother is stricken,
Hand on the trigger, pull it and be sickened,
Take the body to the dump, now my crime has been hidden.
The house is going down, rather up in a blaze,
What have I done? lathered up in a craze,
Am I color blind? I see black white and greys,
Stare upon the flames, starstruck in a gaze,
My life has been stained by the blood of the innocent,
Whats for dinner tonight? is it Chicken or venicen?
Should I stay focused? Flow like some ritalin,
How you like them apples? doused in some cinnamon,
Its ridiculous, expectations for me,
Its hard to come up with an explanation for me,
My life is genesis, this is a revelation you see,
Basic Information Before Leaving Earth, god wrote it for me,
My eyelids are getting heavy, my breathing is slowed,
Thank you for coming to my wonderful show,
I love it when you listen, you already know,
But my eyes are now closing, so I have to go.....
so... any thoights?
