Dear God I'm writing this letter in my own blood for my pen is dry,
MY insides are inside the same place where my pen hides,
And my dim mind has been dry for so Damn long now,
It seems like this road is damn long now,
I drink all day so I'm so damn gone now,
I'm no man, strong how? My muscles are weak,
You took the food I needed so I've been fussin for weeks,
Like fuck it you win I'm done with all your shit,
Tired of screwing up just for your kicks,
So I scream so loud you'll hear me when I'm thrown after I die,
Have to scream louder so you hear me in your "Throne in the sky",
I'll scream and scream and scream until my sound's won,
Until you find get me reason not too cause I haven't found one,
Yeah that's right I'm a loud one, yeah thats fuckin right,
Disgusted with my multis people saying 'Damn thats fucking tight',
Man I turned into something right,
Suprised I did it without ever doing something right,
But now I'm back to crusin so Fuck me, right,
You take away every homie I've ever had anyone whos ever close,
What you gonna take my girl now so I live with more scars I never show,
You gonna take my dad away and put my mom in more pain,
You gonna make me take them needles back, stab me in one more vein,
Shit I'm to the point of saying fuck these multis,
But they're all I got now that the "hands of God" won't hold me,
Say it's sac religous and how I lack forgiveness,
How I smash that kid's lips and laughed at the fact he's back in stitches,
Talkin about God like that man that is blasphemy,
All that Bible shit ya God that's trash to me,
Hell actually I hardly fuckin believe in you,
Like 'Trust the Lord' all the lies I'm seein through,
All the 'blinds' that I'm seein through make it hard to see the truth,
I need to use some more sense i suppose,
Writing all this crazy shit cause times are more tense on the road,
So God I won't say I'm sorry cause you don't like liars,
I'll just climb higher with my lighter till I set your entire empire on fire.