http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aNtJvVnU5w4
K.I.. to the K.I..
Spittin' it real right from the head..
They call me S.P.. I.R..
E to the Z..
You opened my eyes, made me come out,
Open without lies, this is what lifes 'bout,
Hopin' it all rides, trying to just hide doubt,
Copin' as time flies, just wanna find out,
Don't wanna end ties, don't want timeout,
A real man never cries, i've been found out,
Wait 'til my face dries, 'til there's tear drought,
Wait 'til the hurt dies, then we can talk it out,
I can't lose you to this, cos this is bullshit,
Tell you you're a pessimist, but i'm not thick,
Without you at my wrist, shit'll get dull quick,
Ages since we last kissed, think I might pull sick,
Rage cos i'm pissed, there wasn't any pick,
Guess I turn a page, shit, had so many hits,
Hope there's a final twist, one in our benefit,
"Quiet!" my conscious hissed, but i can take the stick..
I'm gonna find a way.. to make it.. without you.. tonight..
I'm gonna find a way to make it.. without you..
I'm gonna hold on.. to the times that.. we had.. tonight..
I'm gonna find a way to make it.. without you..
My energies flat, i feel like i got the loser deal,
Times in my flat playin' out like a news reel,
Irritation makes me tap, feel like i could keel,
We came fruitation, no one else could even peel,
I could count the fact that my hearts not steel,
My emotions hacked, but no heart to steal,
Accounts are twats, remember how i feel,
Numbers are stats, but memories are real,
Before i had girls, but they were just for show,
Cos here in a mans world, that's all we know,
"Do a little twirl.. Make me look better yo.."
Now i nearly hurl at where this shit might go,
I could just curl up and pretend i don't even know,
First girl that i could trust past what i could throw,
Now i whirl fast on shit creek, and you're my row,
Pearl in the clam, i am there though, hope you know..
I'm gonna find a way.. to make it.. without you.. tonight..
I'm gonna find a way to make it.. without you..
I'm gonna hold on.. to the times that.. we had.. tonight..
I'm gonna find a way to make it.. without you..