I be writing with my rhymes, when all it does it's hitting me
what am I to do with all this fucking misery
sitting ducking miserably, from people that are hidden, please
I am to young, to dumb, life a mystery
planting these rotten seeds, inside of my memory
all my enemies, growing inside me with energy
with my shaken knees, bleeding under covers of leaves
don't want to be the person that's smothered in grease
and it's funny cause, girl, you're a mother to me
cause you treat me with respect, plus you're loving with deeds
I don't want you to the think, that I am leaving to be
In the skies with my God, cause the bleeding you see
This is different, slithering inside of my mind
is a crime, that is whispering to spine so I die
So instead of taking of life, I'm taking my own
I know, that you understand, I'll awaken alone
Drain me dry, take my life, until I'm part of you
I have nothing left, to give to you my love....
I wanna know..
Baby, this is a letter, this is heaven on earth
I never thought about my life, when I stepped on the dirt
and thought about it first, how it's a metaphor to me
Cause I never thought about my own letters forcefully
Cause the dirt is my body, and the shoes step all over
I'm so sick and tired of abuse and the horror
a noose in the corner, It is loose with a aura
I write this cause I can't go and use the aurora
as a guide to the north, and the brightness of stars
I'm stuck in my ground, while fighting the gods
I'm writing this to you, so you know when I'm gone
that I loved you so, I am going to god
last few breaths, as I'm hanging from noose
I will write last wish, and it's banging with truth
My wish, when you die, you can come to me
and we can stay with each other for eternity
Drain me dry, take my life, until I'm part of you
I have nothing left, to give to you my love....
I wanna know..