Frozen hands and empty smiles

[Yah-hah]

My gift is unscripted when the world is almost over,
Sleepin with these problems on my head and the world up on my shoulders,
I grow older, unable to discern the difference of the two,
I grow bolder, unstable so I concern the mistress with my view,
I just want to be alone the silence will kepp me company,
I've given you every depth of my soul what more do you want from me?
My hands are already shaking from one blink of your smile,
So I guess I'll just sit and try not to think for awhile,
If only it were easy just wish it were simple,
My beautiful song without the words is only an instrumental,
If only it were simple cause now even my heartbaet is fading,
The only beat that keeps my peace is lost behind the shading,
Plus there's no translating so the picture isn't perfect,
I'll whither when my heart stops workin so this winter just isn't worth it,
Even though a broken soul has no band-aid to mend it,
My love notes have no shape so theres no way to send it,
But I have to appear strong so I brush every teardrop from my brow,
I consentrate to forget your name but damn I don't know how,
I try to lie to my troubles but still cry when I struggle,
Because my feelings can't hide behind such muscle,

With frozen hands I write how I'm a broken man,
Mouth full of empty promises that were so loudly spoken then, 2x

My emotions change like ocean waves,
I try not to blow away but I'm a stowaway and I can only float away,
I'm hoping change will blow away but only I get thrown away,
Yet I look into your sweet eyes while you feed me complete lies,
In the corner where your deciet tries to defeat my weak cries,
We tried to make it work over and over,
Now my soft words are met by such a cold shoulder,
So appearantly my transparency is so clearly visible to others,
Two lovers under the covers kiss until consumed by the thunder,
How long until I'm consumed I wonder,
The second your assumed my lover I am doomed to love her,
Even the moon weeps for my sorrows with the stars that fade,
I cry now because tomorrow is too far away,
I fall short of the sun 100 miles away,
I can't cry no more so I'll just wipe my smile away,
Love comes is such a form no other can take or resemble,
The warmth of you has left me so now my hands shake and tremble,
Each smile is forced I swear, no more nightmares,
No more daydreams, I'm no plaything,
No more raining only the sun will shine,

With frozen hands I write how I'm a broken man,
Mouth full of empty promises that were so loudly spoken then, 2x

Even the moons glow shines brighter than mine,
So I take this journal and rip off the cover,
My words will cease to exist and I won't write another,
With wide open sin I somehow still fall to my knees,
This star is within my reach though we know I don't believe,
That I alone can breathe for this week,
Without her heartbeating my pulse is ceasing,
Life itself receeding with every breath that I'm breathing,
Bleeding, needing 100 rhymes to set on this page,
So hypocritical through every single syllable I say,
So miserable sittin still singin this same old song,
That without you I"m nothing I'm only halfway strong,
I'm only here to say how your venom runs through me,
I just collect it and use it to write truly,
Shoot right through me these shooting stars,
Keep shooting far, forgive me though I'm new to mars.

[Yah-hah]

Yeah I was tryin to overexagurate the concept of it ya know. Thanks ma, and oh yeah definitely about you

[Yah-hah]

awe thanks ma. Yeah I keep forgetting you didnt see all my mushy stuff, you got here after all that.

[Yah-hah]

Yeah mine was mostly stuff from the book. I just usually dont post that kind of stuff on here. More of the rap goes on here

[Yah-hah]

I can post anything and I have one reader guaranteed. LMAO your everywhere you like a randomghost, who btw is so about to catch us on the other thread

[Yah-hah]

Not sayin its a bad thing its a good thing. I enjoy readin em too. I pretty much read everything on here, I just usually forget to comment and I remember after I clicked out and am too lazy to go back and comment

[Yah-hah]

Did I just get bit by a mosquito or something?

[BILI]

Damn Yah,homie that was dope man,I really dig it

and you 2 stop spamming

[Fa-Q]

Wow just that was crazy....you had all the emotions yet still keeping great multis...loved it...who was this about tho...this was extra sad

[Yah-hah]

BILI its my thread I'll spam all I want lol.
Yeah thanks G its about NIna and that one chick that got an abortion from way back when.

[Fa-Q]

Whoa whoa whoa...what about an abortion?

[Yah-hah]

Remember that big chick from before senior year? The one goin to the olympics